Wishes, Connection, Frogs and Fireflys

Wishes
I would be a goat, reaching heights
by confident trails.
I would be a vixen hunting; a drove of pigs
furrowing a field.
I would have mother’s vision, seeing all life in
a baby’s smile.
I would be a Zen sage, reducing wisdom
to a koan,
and draw on our globe, a map upon which
all could find their
clear-cut manifestations of divine ambiguity.
Connection
Throughout dark months, I had been in doubt,
does awareness bring outside in while permitting
inside out? Then, one burnished morning,
when sun hovered like a kestrel and ladybirds
promenaded greenhouse glass, I opened
the sash we had shut against winter.
Similar events had happened before at the other
end of the year: sycamore seeds had spun,
and beautiful thoughts had extended a mycelium
under leaf-mold. Then I knew, for most of my life,
peddlers of pedestrian truths had been defining
my world, yet I never could ignore the rustling
of insects revealing their fragments of light.
Each winter draws ladybirds between
frame and sash, mist, a veil under the blue.
Dewdrops glistening on twigs, invert the world.
Suddenly upside-down, I reestablished faith.
Without a doubt, awareness calls outside in,
and at the same stroke, permits inside out.

Frogs and Fireflies
Dusk drains amber and emerald
from ruby skies.
Flickering lights above darkening pond
beckon to follow fireflies.
There are also frogs, a sprung spring-chorus,
a chant of tipsy minstrels.
As voices shift in reeds, I reset my footing,
now finding myself angled
like the tower on Piazza of Miracles.
Soon my soul, damp with immersion
shall merge with collective mind where I sense
extensions reaching like water, like rain.
This grasp will endure, unlike fireflies’
short-lived transcendence, as fluids
meander in aquatic languor, and I belong,
at last, to my family, below
flashing displays in aspiring skies.
By Misha Norland
